The major difference that comes
to mind after reading both Mike Rose’s “I Just Wanna Be Average” and Malcolm X’s
“Learning to Read” Is that Malcolm X wanted so desperately to learn, but given
his life situation, did not have an apparent opportunity. Mike Rose, however,
had every opportunity to receive all the knowledge he wished, but did not
realize what he was missing out on when he was accidentally placed in vocational
education classes. Given the completely different circumstances in which Mike
and Malcolm acquired their education, I surprisingly found many similarities between
these two narratives.
Both Rose and Malcolm X expressed
a degree of frustration inside of them that stemmed from their apparent lack of
intellectual abilities. For Malcolm, even the simple act of writing a letter
was an impossible challenge. “Trying to write simple English, I not only wasn't
articulate, I wasn't even functional.” He says. Similarly, after being placed
in “vocational education”, Mike Rose also felt a sense of dysfunction. He became
discouraged because his will to learn desperately lacked excitement and
enthusiasm. He explains that he defaulted to learn material that he should have
learned in the past, therefore losing confidence in himself. He would find
himself daydreaming in class rather than focusing on an assignment he knew he
would fail. “This is not a new challenge.” He says. “There is, rather, embarrassment
and frustration and, not surprisingly, some anger in being reminded once again
of longstanding inadequacies.” It wasn't until after much dedication and hard
work that they both realized their educational insufficiencies were not caused
by inadequacy and unintelligent, but rather the fact that they had not yet
discovered their will to learn.
Rose found newly sparked
motivation in an inspirational teacher, Jack MacFarland, the same way Malcolm
unveiled his urge to learn to read and write with a dictionary and tablet.
Clearly expressing a sense of fulfillment, Malcolm says “As I see it today, the ability to read awoke inside me some
long dormant craving to be mentally alive.” I believe the emotion of
feeling “mentally alive” is what Rose and Malcolm had been craving all along.
Once they realized how truly capable they were, there was no stopping them from
accomplishing much more in their future endeavors.
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